I am back home for 5 days and much needed rest and I’m so glad for it. Dealing with my saucy roommate these couple days was more than stressful. I am relieved to be back here and for spending some time with my family. Also, I’m looking forward to the upcoming Easter. I looove holidays.
There are many things to look forward to. For example:
- going to a trip to monastery Ostrog with my mother
- the end of this semester
- changing living place in the second (I mean first because I’m changing college) year of uni
- not having to deal with my roommate which will be after one and a half months
- changing college - new beggining, a fresh start.
I may not be the best in everything, I may not be good at facing life difficulties, I may not be good at taking challenges, but what is improtant is that I have a very positive approach to life. I always strive to have a positive view about life and people. And that’s what matters.
I’m sorry I have to say this but I am not fully recovered from my eating disorder. Okay, I haven’t had a single thought about binging nor starving, I can eat normally, but what bothers me is my own opinion about being thin. Currently, in trems of look, the most desirable look for me is THIN. Thin, thin and thin. I just look at all those girls with skinny legs, slim figure…and I just crave to be like them. I don’t consider myself beautiful at all. This really has to change…
I was meant to workout this evening but no. I’m just too tired. I want to live a healthy life and therefore, exercising is important for my well being. I’ll start with it tomorrow.
I know I’m boring. But I just had to mention some things. That’s all for now. Bye bye.